ok.. pls pls pls dont restart the comp.. u bloody idiot!!
was typping halfway jux nw n poof comp restart!!
dum dum!

yesterdae went out at abt 8 plus.. then go lepak..
ahakz.. u noe i noe lh..
then jux tok n tok abt stuff... n spent sm tym together..
wee...~~!! still miss him though...
i felt so happi to meet him.. i cant describe hw i felt..
*smilez*
then we were lyk walking at a playground.. then gt
sm mats tkde hasil lepak kt sana.. shouted my name.
i turn back.. couldn't recognise any1 of them. it was dark..
when i turn they jux buat bodoh g2..
so i tot mayb they were toking.. n i terasa! hah!
but he also heard my name being called...
ahh jux ignore i say.. well i wanna go thr n ask who isit..
but i dont ave the courage ah.. felt lyk uneasy...

so we were lyk walking towards the busstop then pause jap..
take a sit.. me go moki2.. he try to get internet connection..
then gt tis cat.. kuit..! aww.. missing putih. wonder wat happen to her
haizz.. niwae i was playing wif tis cat then w/o realising tt he had shifted place..
saw him at another bench... then he went under the blk...
was playing n playing wif tis manje cat n went i turn look for him.. i couldnt c him..
he's no longer thr.. i tot he had went hm.. but i dunno y i jux look ard to c him if he's still ard..
walk toward tis blk.. n viola! he's thr.. ahakz.. make me panick for a while though...

niwae, me jux went thr... sat thr...
n then he asked me wat's on my mind...
i dunno.. so many things i'm thinking...
abt him n lynn...
abt things between me n him..
abt those mats tkde hasil...
abt my life...
abt... i dunno...
then we tok...
n tok n tok... then he told me go n find out who was it
those guys at the playground..
well, i dunno y i ask him to hold my wallet even..
haizz... i jux leave it thr wif him.. n walk towards the mats..
went thr n asked them..
the bold is me the italic is them k....
"err.. tadi who called my name..?"
"tadi eh..? tkde kite tgh bobal on the fone.."
"tapi jux nw i heard one of u guys called my name..!"
"sebenar kwn kte ade terpikat dgn awak.."
"ahakz.."
"nama awak siaper..?"
"hah! tk tahu.."

so i jux angkat kaki n walk... haha.. then "*&&*" they shouted my name again.. i turned..
bloody! dunnoe whether to go back or return to him.. return to him..
i dunno any 5 of guys over thr.. if i go back later they tot i menggatal..
hah! so go back to him..

still feeling abit unez.. cos me dunno who called me.. but who cares..!
my past will come back again..
n i will noe who's tt mayb nt nw but sm dae.. ahakz..

niwae, we tok again.. i dunno y but i really njoy his company..
do i love him..? do i still love him..?
i dunno the defination of love... but he's lyk the only guy whom i tink of all the tym..
i spent lyk most of my tym wif him... he's my fren, my brother, my sister, my colleague, my sifu, my everything..! but nw..? i still regard him as the same.. but i dunno for him lh..
haizz...

then me delay delay the tym to go back.. ahakz.. i dunno y but wif him i dowanna go back hm.. jux wanna stay by his side 24/7. tk jelak! confirm.. he's jux the most comfortable person to b wif.. mayb we used to quarrel.. n i realised most of the tings ryt was bcos of me.. if weren't for me.. n my childish behaviour.. we would have less quarrel.. ahakz...
Q.. Q!! tk berubah ko...

then ard 4 puls g2 i went off...i check the tym was abt 4.30 to 4.35 am couldn't recall.. ahakz.. i walked abit n turned. saw him following me.. ahakz.. told myself if he still follow me, i will nt go hm.. i will stay abit longer! ahakz... walk pass the playground.. turn.. nt behind.. walk slower abit.. turn.. nt behind.. n then beside the cc i turn, he's nt behind.. at predestrian crossing, nt behind.. ahakz.. i think i practically turned n hope tt he's following me.. but he didn't mayb he tot i was hiding ah.. ahakz...

then at bdk nrth thr's a coffeeshop.went in to wash my feet! haha... then i continue my way hm... walk pass sm blks.. then beside a church... walk again near red-swastika thr.. then i was walking at bdk green sec, it was abit creepy.. ignore tt feeling.. wish he was thr though... i dunno y but i really felt safe wif him..
then me jux walk then gt this tree.. the leaves were lyk so low.. i was starting to imagine things..
then i gt shocked...! guess wat a chinese cyclist went past me.. n it's lyk so silent.. ahakz.. scolded myself for imagining too much.. then another tym was walking beside this condo.. then i tot i saw a hand or smth lh on the ground near the bush... i jumped! hah! guess wat.. thr's nothing.. damn! i really hate it seh.. then reached the busstop took a sit... take out my ciggies.. i mean ciggie.. haha 1 stick left.. took 3 puff then start walking again..
this is the part whr i was abit frighten to walk.. thr's no houses.. jux trees.. lyk a small jungle at bdk reservoir thr.. haizz... i walked at the bridge.. ooo scary! i hate walking thr...
then gt this apek cycling whistle.. ahakz.. kanina! hahaha.. i'm lurving tis walk... making me happi..
yeah i think of so many things.. so many happy tots i had in mind... i jux think of him i'm happi.. wee~~~!! then sm hw i wished tt there would b sm1 who give me a lift hm.. haizz..

n u noe wat..? my wished was granted! ahakz.. gt tis guy.. look lyk pakcik ah ask me whether i wanna lift i decline.. n he asked me again.. i said it's ok.. my hm is ryt over the junction.. smiled at him n he give me an ok sign n off he went.. woooo~~!! african twin ah! ahakz.. hehe.. agaknye pakcik step muda baru dpt cpf tk..? hahahahhahaa
n i walked my way hm... i was happy! i'm in tamp! wee....~~!!
walked again.. but i noe tis area so i feel safer.. then walk again n walk.. then gt tis apek on bicycle cycling beside me... then he cycle faster.. n kept turning back.. hw i wished tt he fell! hahahahahhahahaa...

then bad luck.. at the junction, it's lyk the red man.. damn.. n then tis apek was laughing lyk siao! n he whistle n whistle.. ko whistle pun tk pass.. FAIL!! then me give him my most stuck up face.. n stared at him then he did stop lh... ahakz..
so me walked when the light is green.. hah! tt idiot still turn back! rrrggghh... fall fall fall!! damn my magic nvr work!! hahahahaha...

i was hm.. at 5+ wee..!! I REACHED HOME.. N I WALKED HOME. NO BUS, NO COB, NO BIKE! hahaha... i can walk hm lh.. hehe.. then reached home, me go straight away to slp... haha..
no tym to wash face or get changed. grabbed pinky n i was soundly aslp shortly...

missed him.. n lotsa adventures!
i'm crazy.. i tink i really m...
still crazily in luv wif him...


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