the world is not all about sunshine and rainbows

title: psst!
date: Tuesday, October 30
time:12:40

sm of u ave bn asking regrding the previous blog entry.. ignore it..
jux type it out..
haha
due to the mens tingy lar~

so niwae..
todae is off day!
n i'm hating it!!
y?
cos pay short of 45 bucks!!!
arrggh!!
darn....

so so so..
todae will b my last wk at werk!
n i'm gg jobless...
darn.. i'm gonna miss the fun...
the constant dunno wat to do nxt...
the regular smoke break...
the nap time..
the bitching ard..
the mepek ness..
the constant sing along session..
the constant mls nk jln go buy mkn attitude
the regular minum air free
the ppl!
the watever2
the cabut dari keje...
hahahaha

gerek kn keje?
whr to get tis type of job...??

so.. gonna mit fad sn...
so i better siaping ne...
hahahaha

chao!

pee.ass::
helmy, yes i m falling for u... but i kip denying tt fact..
watever it is.. i will open up more but slowly..
jux giv me tym..
*huggies*
hearts u!

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title:
date: Sunday, October 28
time:16:33

yesterdae
jln raya was a blast!
*i luv u all!*

grins

lazy to upload pics lar...

frankly...
i ave bn tinking alot..
lyk really alot..
n i'm nt gg to follow my heart but my mind
i giving it up..
silently...
it's jux the best i shud do..
sori but yeah!
it is hw it shud b lyk..
ahakz..
i jux hate tis feeling of insecurity
i jux hate tis feeling of uncertainty
i jux hate tis feeling of jealousy
ahaks..
i'm jux lettin it go i assume

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title: i'm late!
date: Friday, October 26
time:08:10

i miss staying at hm..
i miss slping in late
i miss staying awake n toking to u at nite
i miss my rm....

n i miss u lots!

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title: matters of the heart
date: Monday, October 22
time:23:28

i'm jux confused..
seriously..

u make me feel lyk a fool.
u make me feel insecure.
u make me wonder.
u make me ave doubts.
u make me upset.
u make me stress out.
u make me miss u.
u make me lost.
i'm jux so confused.
wat shud i do?
u did no wrng..
but i doubt u

did u come the wrng time?
i dowan to hurt u..
i nvr wanna hurt u
haizz...

work was so slack todae..
i gt pretty bored..
nt much stuff to do..
haha
nw i dunno wat to type as usual...
jux too many stuff happening in my head..

MAT! is so irritating on the othr line..
hahaha
he said "jgn bastard lar. woit!"
haha.. he scold me sial...
hahaha
babi lh u u
puki lh
cheebye!
haha
nw he's 'begging' me to stop typing watever he said...
hahaha
he threatening me..
wanna geletek me...
nw he maki me cheebye babi puki!
so gd ryt tis fren
hahaha
IDIOT!
as if he knows my link...
even if he does know it i doubt tt he's gonna read it!
hahaha

ok back to stuff...
i hate watever i'm feeling ryt nw...
the insecurity is jux killing me...

nw he's cares wat u readers gonna tink of him..
hahaha
he aint a bad fellow lar[for nw]
he's a nyce person overall...[so far]
k lh gonna log out nw..
w8 for updates yar!

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title: hey!
date: Saturday, October 20
time:16:39

i tot wanna update...
sekali nd to go out already!
hahaha

cheers~!

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title: S.H.R.
date: Sunday, October 14
time:12:48

slmt ari aya
maaf zahir n batin.

1st dae..
ok lh
mepeks..
raining..
slpy..
tired..
blisters..
pain..
complains!
haha

ok i lazy to type also
dunno whr to start

pee.ass
i'm falling
but 'm afraid..
i'm taking tis risk
of getting hurt
i'm giving my heart away
n hope u will treasure it..
slmt ari raya switie

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title:
date: Thursday, October 11
time:19:56

Happy 2 yrs!!

hahaha

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title: hapi B'dae Lala!!
date: Sunday, October 7
time:20:16

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dear Lala,

luv luv!!
haha

so last nyte was fun.. i hd to hold my laughter..
y?
cos sm ppl complain.. wth!
saying we r too loud..
but i cnt help it..
tt place is super echo!
n we r lyk wat.. 18 odds of us..
wat do u xpect!
hmph!!!

so so so...
after tt we walk at bazaar!
haha
it's more lyk we walk whr thr aint many ppl ard
n we din even stop n luk at stuff...
2 tings i 4gt to buy..
rubber ducky..
n bunga api!
darn!!!

after tt wen arab st for sheesha...
kecoh2...
cam whore..
hahaha

i also dunno use whose fone take pics..
greatness!
ifah freak out by the cockroach!
hahaha
farni!!

haha
lepak was gr8!
den amy came to mit me..
hahaha
he miz me lar kn!
so he came wif his fren, Tino...
haha
so after lepak, we send ayun, den lala n dan, den tino..
hmm..
den we lepak jap den he send me hm...
hahahaha
den i still ave nt gotten the pic...
=(

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title: saturday.. buka-ing outside!!!
date: Saturday, October 6
time:11:27

psst...
today saturday...
supposingly my off day..
but!
i'm at wrk nw...
yes!!
damnit...

hey hair cut for 4.80$
worth it?
hw abt cut wash blow abt 8.80$?
wat do u say?
hahaha
wanna noe whr?
the saloon beside cc lar...
tgh MEGA SALE!
hahaha

dum dum dee...
hey jux n i went into the hall..
hahaha
i saw no coffin!!
damnit!
it's super dusty!
but i luv tt place...
make me feel lyk i'm back in the past..
kewl!

i'm taking tings slow at a tym..
i'm nt rushing..
i dowanna rush..
let tings cum naturally..
let the feelings flow..
let the magic happen.
cheers!

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title: finally.. it's fri!
date: Friday, October 5
time:05:28

nyahahahahaha
pray hard for me k k k!!

so let me start..
ok start wif yesterdae!
a very long freakingly tired dae!!
yeah!
super tired but i hd fun! nyahahahaha
so after wrk amy said tt he wanna pick me up frm wrk..
n he bought a new car!!!

omg!
hahaha
n fad wans to go boutique..
so amy send hym first lar!
hahaha
den we out of plan
so amy jux drive ard
ohh.. btw smlm dua2 tk posa...
haha
so i gt fed up wif the vehicles.. cos so many!!!
n jam!!
den told amy to jux lepak smwhr 1st den go cari mkn lar
yeah!

dua2 otak mati
den i lyk tot wanna eat at teh tarik so off we go..
imagine ar...
frm bugis go kallang den paya lebar den entah mane tah dier jln den go tamp!
hahahaaha

after tt met his frens...
n nurul is super cute!!
reminds me so much abt BOO!!

i guess onli tym cn tell..
no matter wat it is
dun rush into ting cos it's for the worst
for the better of two parties
if it easier to choose whom to luv
n whom nt to
life wud ave bn wae easier!

but.. less magical!
=)

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title: mrng angels..
date: Wednesday, October 3
time:06:48

i'm super early!
yeah
w8ing for 7.30 lar to mit faD..
lagi 40 mins

n me super tired!
haha
last nyte wen out wif sissy..
she's craving for sm spicy chicken drumlets!
watda..

den wen lepak wif ayun..
n tt poor anak mak kena go hm.. his mommy finding him!
nyahahahaha
while w8ing, lala daniel n jepun cums along
hahaha
c ayun!
i make noise u say shhhh..!!
dey make noise u nvr say!
BIASED!
go rot in hell!!

so kecoh lar..
n i was super tired liao!!
i dunno wat to type..
hahaha

k lh nk go blog hopping!
chao~

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title: workaholic?
date: Tuesday, October 2
time:12:25

nuthing much to do todae..
onli ave to handle the admin side..
nyahahahaha

it's freezing in here!!! sejuk banget dong!!

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title: shagged
date: Monday, October 1
time:19:02

heyy!!

the whole family is buka-ing ryt nw...
so taking tis opportunity to blog...
jux nw at wrk was so freakingly shagged!
hahaha
guess wat i did the whole dae?

well...
i transfer 13 cd files to the lappy
den wen hang out..
playing games at the lobby
bercerita
n more stories!

hahaha
den wen to the lappy n surf sm net
den blog hop
bitch ard well suprisingly i was the quietest!
nyahahahaha
den wowee~~ knock off!

tiring tau!
n todae we din get any beauty slp..
i was so tired lar
cos over the wkend wen out!
hahahahaha

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title: mirror mirror on the wall
date:
time:07:38

i make it a quick one...
cos i nd to go off to wrk liao!
so..
sat wrk.. sun wen out buka-ing wif my fam
ahakz first tym ever!!
omfg!
hahahaha
n aku yg tk posa ni dh mcm org posa hah!
dh lah kehausan semcm!
ya-allah!!!
hahaha
n ate chicken fried kway teow!
yummy but cnt finish it up..
i tink ar since ppl fasting dey tot tt kita-org ni pelahap!
haha

gd advice to those who haven't yet jejak bazaar..
bring lots of tissue..
wear smth tt u r comfy wif..
bring a portable fan!
hahaha
cos it helps!
hahahaha
lagi2 aku ni suka complain panas!!
nyahahaha

met up wif amy.. lyk finally!
nyce guy
but yet to really noe him...

*hugs*

kk i better go nw!
chao!!!

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