the world is not all about sunshine and rainbows

title: 15 days of puasa......
date: Thursday, August 26
time:01:42

after being away for quite sometime idk where to start.

updating blog is always abt work family friends life.
hah! typical.
so let me start with work
got terminated.
yeah. feels like shit
total shit
y? cos raya is coming with no work = no income.
nt tt i dont wanna find new job but then the rash thingy comes along. i look like i'm having rabies. seriously. it's like one whole body. practically every where. im scratching n scratching. if only i could scratch till i bleed. haha. scars here n there.
bathing actually ease the itchiness but only for awhile.
now i'm so embarrassed to even wear short sleeve. pfft~
annoying. i thanked god tt it didn't spread to my face.
=) thank you.

it will never be the same again.
we we once so close.
without us realizing everyone's growing up... growing apart.
i can say i no longer felt part of us anymore.
sometimes we are rude to one another
i don't know about u all but sometimes i got hurt by your words.
maybe we are never meant to be together.
why are we trying so hard to keep it united?
everyone's changing right?
everyone has your own friends now.
if i were to leave silently one day,
i would apologize first.
do take care.
i will bring along the memories that we once shared.
i will treasure all that
those has been one of the best moments in life tt i had.
thank you.

you never know for how long you may live
you never know for how long he will be there
before you know it one life is lost.
even though i don't know you personally, you are being missed.
hopefully you sister wont feel so lost without you around.
you were once loved. <3

even though 18th Aug has passed my mind is never at ease.
i just want it to be over and done with.
oh God, please give me strength.

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