the world is not all about sunshine and rainbows

title: i miss my bed
date: Sunday, June 29
time:18:42

hahaha
i miss my bed
i miss mu bby
i miss slacking in bed
i miss gg online
i miss lepaking
i miss njoy my ciggies

not forgetting i miss my frens!
hahaha
duhh~

well kl was ok..
i was 4ever cranky!
seriously
i blew up at my mom
my dad
my bro
my sis!
evry1 lh

haizz....

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title:
date: Monday, June 23
time:18:31

gg kl in few days tym...
but

I'M SO NT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!
arrggh!!
felt lyk jux wanna back out
nyahahahahahahaahaha
so any1 wana me to get smth for u
better pass me the cash 1st k!
hahahahahahaha

i will ave to say no to ciggies!!
cos i myself cnt buy!!
n smoke for 3 or 4 days seh!
arrggh!
so nd to stock up on the gum! hahaha
well it did help though!
nyahahahaha

gtg
ifah's w8ing
nyahahaha

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title:
date:
time:18:12

i dunno whr to start
i dunno wat to type..
so many tings has bn happening lately
trying to b hapi
but u noe it's hurting inside
ahakz...
nobody noes hw it felt but yeah
mayb it's jux life
part n parcel of it...
the past will always cum bac n haunt u
i felt lyk running away
again!
i noe i'm jux a coward
i noe i cnt afford to hurt sm1
unless dey hurt me 1st den tt diff story lh
haha
but yeah.. if u r hapi y cnt i b ryt?
i cn b hapi too
but it will take tym..

n i seriously tink tt it's all the ex reunion day!
nyahaha
so ex-es do drop by n fark me yeah!
nyahahaha
hah!

so much i wanna tell him so much i noe it will hurt
mayb it's best i jux ignore him for now
yeah..
sori fad 1 more B down.. later i find new one for u k!
i hate to say tis but i miz rushadie
yes!
haha
y the fark do i kip tinking of him..
hahaha
shud i mit him..
who noes.. yeah i cn get smth out of him

i really tink i'm born to nt get married or b in a relationship!
nyahahahahahahaaha
hmm....
i hope i get the job!
*wish me luck*
nyahaha

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title: stomachache!!
date: Tuesday, June 17
time:07:13

it's lyk so bad!!
so bad tt wen i fart it stinks!!
since wen i fart gt smell!!
hahahahahahahahaha

serious seh..
wat i eat ar?
hmm b4 wrk i ate nasi lemak.
nuthing
den i nvr eat till finish werk..
at ard 2plus
ate mac...
hmm.. isit ice cream?
oh oh!!
mayb the mixed nuts!!
hahaha
i was so hungry tt i ate nuts!!
serious.. but i pick n choose the nuts lar
hahaha
stoopid nuts!!

i'm so slpy nw..
gonna slp sn alryt!
cheers~!

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title: hapi fathers dae!
date: Sunday, June 15
time:09:18

n i totally 4got abt it!
ahakz..

so zoo was fun.
i was grouchy as usual..
i tried nt to b..
but One claimed tt i ended up being super irritating!
hahahaha
i tink ifah n ayun has encounter tt!
hahaha

we managed to cover almost all of it...
n ended up nt chatching the shows.. ahakz..
well we did manage to catch one onli lar!
hahahaha

we were in thr for 5 hrs..
me being grumpy..
all sweaty
n leg damn itchy!
cnt puff
but i really cn get lost in thr eh...
haha
n we kip walking towards the wrong exit
hahahahahahahaha

among all.. i luv the white tiger!
gorgeous!!

i find tis pic sexy though.. haha

dere the 3 tigers.
cute!!

they r the sexxy sexxy...
hahahaha

dh mls nk update!
hahahahaha

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title: dear diary..
date: Saturday, June 14
time:07:43

ahakz.. for the sake of sm ppl..
i will update dis entry much dedicated to izhan..
hahahahahaha
y?
for being lost abt the guys name lar!

hmm.. so whr shall i start?
ok the num1 guy tt i ave bn really cntct is One.
alar tt emo skinny guy whom u wud always find in tamp!
hahahahahaha
the One no pantat!
hahaha

if u dunno also i dunno wat to say..
hahahaha
another is..
hmm who ar.. err...

Daddy!
haahahaha
tis duda anak satu..
ifah's so-call dad...
he's the another weirdo..
oh oh.. if i say go fishing most prob wif him!!
cos onli he ajak me go fish!
hahaha

thr was another Daddy!
dun get mixed up k!
the amirican
well tis daddy noes fad's dad..
so for the sake of fad, i rarely cntct him!
hahahahahaha
no lh! gi mati ngan fad!
he's lyk the passerby
hahaha

hmm.. who else eh?
oh thr's Zaxx...
itu ko tk kenal aku tk tahu nk ckp ape..
hahahahaha
the one tt tegur ur hair nice nice lar!
tt mat scram
hahahahaha
the 1st ever scram tt i ever ride.. hahahaha

n of coz Rushadie aka Eri
well tis one the tt one lar!
my fav!
hahahahahahaha
u noe lh...
he's lyk so nt bf material...
but he gt the ka-ching!
n moreover i still get sm1 wae better den him lah!
hahahahahaha

sm more..
ermm...
another passerby..
Khairul Anwar!
hahahahaha
he's lyk hmm.. known him for lyk god noes wen..
erm wen Phat Inc jux formed...
so yeah tt was hw long we ave bn cntcting..
hahahaha
the one of the guys tt fad hd a crush on..
hahahahahahahahahahaha

hmmm w8 lar i check my hp..
hahaha

ohh thr's Hasman aka Man
he's one of tis many wacky to the core guys
ahakz...
he's wrking at PSA i tink
alar kapal lh!
but nt werking on the kapal
but smwhr thr
he's jux a fren.. nuthing more den tt lar

n Boi is his fren..
one of the few mats yg th kena wif fad!
hahahahaha

oh oh
thr's Izat!
if i tok abt him it will always b complaining abt tt idiot..
he's a freak n he lyks me..
nt lyks ar
he claims tt he luv me..
mat jiwang2
gile kn!!
eeee... geli lh!

ohhh n Matrip!
hahahaha
tis guy tgl chai chee
a bimbo mat!
hahaha
serious.. he cn b quite dumb at tyms..
fad still wans to wok him
hahaha
i ave nvr met him..
hw we get in cntct is weird lh..
hahahahaha
nyah~ zaman irc dulu!
tukar2 num
m guess wat.. tt wat 2 yrs bac..
den he onli cntct me lyk last yr?
isit?
yar last yr..
wen i was wif eddy hamtaro nye period..
no no
b4.. i tink.. ard thr lh!
hahaha

thr's Haiqal..
yg ni baru!
hahahahaha
his family practically noes me!
freaky...
but hmm... he's nuthing much..
a typical matrip
n i really cnt communicate wif him lar!
hahahaha

thr's more.. but otak masih tdo lh..
n i better siap!
dh lmbt~

wee..~~!! zoo zoo hear i cum..!!
ayun nk ikut?
oppss~!

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title: dear diary
date: Friday, June 13
time:13:39

yeah!
gg zoo bsk!
hahahahahahaha

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title: *scratchhy*
date: Saturday, June 7
time:14:26

so i'm aving a rash outbreak...
lyk super itchy...
my hands itch!
nw my neck n my chin n i'm trying to stop scratching!!
but it's hard...

wee..~!
nxt wk gg to the zoo!!!

i had a beautiful dream..
no nt beautiful!!
first was i dreamt of kakak csntik!
den i woke up!!
blardy scarry sia....
i dun remember me, myself terbawa2 citer antu sampai tdo seh...
hmmm.. weird!!

niwae after tt i force myself to fall aslp..
den i dreamt of Rys
it was swit lh.. me n him.. go out together
jux us...
den i rem one part.. sekali 1 guy came..
damn i cnt make out his face...
ohh.. n Rys u r FAIR sia!!
i dun rem the face..
but damn his bods is to die for!!
hahaha
well tt's my guy!
awwww...

so lyk dey good tings mux always cums to an end ryt?
so yeah my sis ave to spoil it all..

i tink i'm nt gg to work.
mit ifah..
werm.. i'm aving rashes outbreak wat!!
sick lh tu...
but serious eh GATAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL!!!

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