hey i don't lyk the new blog skin..
it's so plain!! i don lyk!!
haha..

gonna make sm changes soon..
i'm tired!

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hie guys!
hw's life..?
mine's pretty sucky..
wanna hear a story..?
here goes..

one day, out of the blue my mom asked..
"ko ade matair?" "U have a bf?"
"huh? maner ade.." "huh? whr gt.."
"biler nk kahwin? dh nk 20 pun masih tkde matair..?" "when r u gonna get married? u r already 20 n yet no bf?"

tt's the story!
n i dowanna get married..
NO!!!
ahakz..
i tink i let my mom get married the second tym then i get married..?
ok wat a gd deal!
wahahahahaa...

hmm might b gg out later on..
gg nafa!
wanna c ryan!
kekeke

hey, wat ya tink abt my blog?
nice?
haha
gonna edit smmore..
keke
tc ppl!

oh yah..
b4 i log out i wanna tell u smth..
hey Rys.. u noe wat i miss..
i miss being frens wif ya..
i guess those were the tyms tt i njoyed the most w/o u getting into fights n all..
n tc alryt!

kk c ya ard!
bubye!!
*winks*

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i hate it.. no comp.. no life?
ahakz..

comp still dwn..
n i'm nt lurving evry sec at hm..
my mom kept nagging.. nt becos i'm using the fone..
but cos i'm always nt at hm..
ahakz..

i need to study for my tests..
gt two test coming up..
darn!
so, me gt to study..

[SATURDAY]
went out wif my bro n sis.. teman him go out ah..
he need to find his way to his new camp..
so we found it n it's so far..
pity my bro lost his fone..
seriously i hate watever he said to me..
he's frustrated n he kept scolding me over the smallest mistake i did!
get over it!
nvm.. will try to find him sm1 who's willing to sell the same model at a cheaper rate...
then met my dad.. go grocery shopping..
well we bought alot of stuff... n the supermarket is packed wif ppl..
so i volunteered to stay outside.. ahakz.. n look after the suff...
well.. i din noe i had to w8 for lyk 1 hr plus plus till it's over.. i hate all the jerks who walked pass...
u idiotic morons! dont u ave other better tings to do??

[SUNDAY]
met fad under my blk.. to meet lin..
well asked lin to help me print out sm sch stuff for me to study for thursday's test..
niwae after tt, i planned to study.. i dowan to stay hm n study..
so Cpox wanna teman me.. haha.. ok then teman me all u wan..
then it rained heavily.. darn! luckily i wasnt wet! haha.. we w8 till the rain to stop then i wanna go to the beach.. my fav spot.. been along tym since i went thr..
niwae, we tok n tok n i din mange to study.. y? cos i dont understand.. FAD!! U GT TO HELP ME!!!
niwae we were at the rock.. sitting dwn.. hmm the stars seems to b ard us only.. haha..
then we jux tok crap.. n smoke n tok n tok.. i dun even noe wat did we tok abt.. ahakz... jux plain crap..
n guess wat? he said he's attracted to me..
ewww... nt another one..
frankly i did lyk his company.. n i always loyar wif him.. n i dont tink i did have feeling for him..
so i simply said..
if it happens it happens..
if it din happen it will nvr happen..
if u wan it to happen let it happen naturally
ahakz..
then he was lyk.. i noe.. who haven't noe each other for to long.. n yalk yalk yalk!
ahakz.. then we walk to find a 24hr coffee shop.. cos i'm starving..
so, we walked towards the central..
b4 tt we had to walk in tis creepy park..
it jux give me a creep in thr.. i wanna get out frm thr asap...
so i tugged him along n walked briskly out frm thr..
*pheww*
had supper n he send me off..
ahakz..
niwae cpox.. sory if i had to said tt to u.. but tt's wat i'm feeling ryt nw.. yeah i'm being biased but too bad it takes tym for me to change tt thinking of mine...
toodles!

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after sch proceed to bdk.
met ibu n adik..
ahakz.. miss them..
me n adik main badminton n playground..
haha.. i miss playing playground..
niwae i had lots of fun wif them..
i was thr till rather late..
actually dont feel lyk gg hm..
haha..
then adik sedih cos me gg hm..
isk isk.. adik dont sad sad k..
later me coming thr again..
insya-allah...

i miss adik!
hehe.. i had lots of fun wif her...
make the inner child in me exposed!
wahahaa...

then i gt hm ibu msg..
couldnt rply..
prepaid low! darn!
the Cpox called.. he's at a chalet...
he wanted me to join..
nahh!!! nt interested...
hahaa.. i rather stay over at ibu's place than at the chalet..

so tired..
dont feel lyk gg out..
i tink nt gg to och.. tired sia..
so layz to go out seh..
yet i do wanna go..
nw hw??
ahakz... wish i jux stay in bed jux nw...
*yawn*yawn*

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our lunch at Carls Jr...
yum yum!!

the super biggy onion rings!! weee...
i lioke!!

hmm.. swit?? haha..

best buds at esplanade!!

outside penny!!

at the "lorong" keke.. no lh behind magic wok!

otw hm.. towards raffles place mrt...

err.. falling..?

flying!!

oh god!! wat's tt???

hmm...

Ej, Q n KC

watever..

shock??


SUNDAY...
at taka garden.. having a smoke...
in bus.. to twn..

fad n mars

me n izan

me n mars

marc n casey

fad n me

baby taz!


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at last!
can update..
weekends..??
hahahaha.. went out!
uh huh..

hmm.. [FRIDAY]
I din wish to go out.
tot wanna stay hm n jux slack again...
but then me teman my sis go out.. ahaks..
then after tt called fad n lin.. fad nt meeting us cos he gt dance..
so me n lin tot wanna c 'em dance..
ahakz..
so my n sissy went bugis to meet lin..
both r on tym.. ahakz..
then we walked towards nafa..

reahed nafa.. the gang r there...
wanie, izan, gaz.. n ayun? ahakz.. fad's cuz..
n guess wat? ayun was wearing the same shoe as me!!
ahhhh!!! i freaked out! hahaha
i dunno y but jux terkejut ajer..
haha..

then in nafa, my sis gt msg..
boon msg.. ahakz.. he saw me..
damnit!

n then nk step majok..
then at nite he msg.. layan kn jap..
he told me to call if i'm free..
well i'm nt! haha so no call lh!

dance was fun!
ahakz.. 1st tym saw mars!
she'a funny! a wacky gal lh..
then after they dance away, we wen to jelani i tink tt's wat they call it lh..

lepak jap.. then we go hm..
bro called.. n i help him out ah..

so friday came to n end...

[[SATURDAY]]
went out to meet bro..
was suppose to go to jrng but it's so freakingly far!
so off we went to orchard.. me teman him shopping again!
ahakz..
my sis was wif us then she went off to meet her fren..
n guess wat.. i dunno y but i guess wif sis ard i dun get anyting!
wakakaka..
well my bro was buying this BIOTHERM cleanser.. the sales gal told him if he get another product, he will get the membership.. so as usual.. being the goody2 sister i advice him to get another product..
ahakz.. n he actually told me to get a product for myself! haha..
so i got a new blusher.. wat i lyk most is the casing.. it's so cute.. small compact n shiny!
haha... then after tt walked to ct hal to meet adi.. kwang kwang kwang..
so adi wanted to get a jacket for his fren.. his fren wanna buy a Adidas jacket.. so we walk walk ard penny.. no luck.. but for my bro he came across this long sleeve shirt.. nice.. simple! n cheap! ahakz..
so, he bought it!
haha...

then i saw G! ahakz.. member tk kenal..
we jux tok for awhile.. then she has to go.. her frens r w8ing.. so we did xchanged num.. ahakz.. tinking of it ryt.. i kept c-ing her at penny... the other tym was when i was walking thr wif Rys after work.. ahakz.. but the other tym i din manage to xchange nums wif her..

niwae my bro went camp..
me n adi went nafa..
so mls nk update seh...nvm i jux type watever i feel lyk typing..
-then gaz working.. w8 for him finish work..
-walked to esplanade to meet sissy...
-she w8ed for me thr..
-then fad met his ns guys..
-lepak jap
-went home..
-boon called ajak jmpa..
-told him if he wanna meet, come near my area..
-his a liar!
-luckily mol was thr..
-then i tok to him for lyk 5 mins then me go off...

mom was calling hp non-stop..
find it irritating..
my batt flat liao! my sis din pick up the call...
we jux ignore the calls..
got hm gt the worst scolding!
damnit! jux b'cos my cuz is staying over doesn't mean tt she aint gonna scold us..
my head was already spinning.. then as usual kena bashing after so long..
hate tt!
u noe wat, asal drng nk risau? they noe i'll b coming back wat!
nvr they always call.. tt dae.. jux bcos my cuz is slping over she kept calling.. step risau!
ahh!! WATEVER!!
i was so fed up.. only God noes hw i feel..

][[SUNDAY]][
woke up after lin called at 8..
was damn tired.. my leg hurts..
i lie for awhile..
then at 9plus lin called again.. i was still in bed!!
n nt dress yet!!
oh god! i had a super sonic shower.. then me went out w/o any make up.. ahakz.. otw to interchange me apply makeup.. the worst look ever!
haha.. still feel tired..
i was running cos i m already 20 mins late! oh god..
then saw him.. give him my switest smile to try to cool him dwn..
doesnt work.. damn.. he's pissed.. so we walk n take train to bugis.. go top up... then go survey.. c guys.. hmm ok ok ah..
then at interconniental hotel i tink tt's hw it is being spelled... it was HEAVEN!! haha.. gt tis damn cute guy.. he's cute.. wif hot bods.. n he's DAMN familiar!! awww... i'm melting.. hahhaa
at the talk, i slept! haha.. i was so tired n it's so boring!!
hahaha.. pasal kwn aku sanggup teman!
then both hungry..
wanna eat smwhr diff..
then told milin of Carls Jr..
haha.. i wanted to eat thr for so long..
n we did eat thr!
oh god.. it's so fulling~!!

then we lepak thr.. n we took tons of pic evrywhr!!!
haha.. i gt sm few fave pics!!
hmm gonna write in point form again...
-go esplanade..
-jln2 at marina square..
-go to ct hal meet adi..
-lepak wif him b4 he start work..
-take pics..
-then go ct hal mrt again
-meet Ej
-saw Nurul..
-then go national library
-read books..
-go bk
-take away to esplanade..
-eat..
-take pics..
-went off..
-raffles place mrt..
-take pics
-then in train
-took pics..
-i lioke taking multi shots...
-reached tamp..

haha.. went hm.. tired.. lie dwn in bed.. msg2 ppl.. then go slp..
ahakz.. will update sm photos.. soon!
k lh mls nk type lagik!
so tc ppl!!
chao!

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hey ppl!
wont b online tt often..
will only go online when i'm in sch or over my frens' place...
my comp's dead! yeah DEAD!!

darn! niwae, tings haven't change drastically...
hmm...
ahakz..
me n the gang is gonna publish our own book...

writing abt our lives? aint tt sure..
hahhaa.. err.. check out if it's gonna b reality or fantasy!
hak!

cant wait for april!!! wee...~~!!

so many plans..
haha.. i tink i'm gonna njoy tt dae of my life!!

u noe wat..?
me turning 20 soon.. yeah TWENTY! god.. i feel old..
hahah.. nahh i still tink tt i'm 17.. uh huh!
i dont look old wat! i'm still young!!! n swit!
wakakaka..

hey i miss ibu n adik.
ahakz.. life has been miserable at home..
i hate tt place.. i hate walking into my dad!
hak! i spend most of my tym in my rm wif my sis..
no fone.. no net.. no comp!!!
isk isk isk!!
by the tym i reached hm yesterdae, no fone.. they took it in the room...
so i was lyk so bored in my rm i din noe wat to do..
so todae i planned to get my hp topup! haha
so ppl can contact me still.. keke..
get my num get my num.. hahhaa...

ask me alryt!
k lhh.. i have no freaking idea wat to do nw.. we r having break till 10..
n thr's lyk 15 more mins to go.. haizz.. bored bored..

u noe wat, it had been raining for lyk 5 days..? 6? real cold dwn here!
brrrr....

hey me miss eylia! n yesterdae saw her!
ahakz.. real suprised n pleased to c her..
n gal.. U R GETTING FATTER!!
hahaha.. hey wat happen to u..??
u r gaining weight again sia...
tt goes the same for me! isk!
i'm gaining weight as well!
i wanna b the slim slim Q!
haha
kk i'm on a strict diet!

uh huh.. no rice after 7!
i dont care gonna do it..
me nt gg to throw up!
it's sick.. jux diet!
stict one! wahaha..
i dowan to eat in sch ah.. asyik mkn nasi aje..
wanna save cash!!!

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

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weekends..?
sat.. went out..
sun went out!
ahakz.. tt makes me tired out!

hmm sat. went out wif my sis. tot wanna meet hamad. but couldnt reached him.. niwae i woke up late! ahakz.. was suppose to meet Ram at 1.30 but then i woke up at 1! keke.. so i din went to meet him.. sorri.

tot wanna stay hm but i need to buy ciggies!!! need them!!
ahakz.. so i follow my sis out.. ahakz.. went afgan.. n they only have gundam garam! eww.. tt ciggies sucky.. niwae jux bought them.. n then called fir.. keke..
wanna change ciggies ah!!

haha.. he ask we all meet at esplanade! ahakz.. k lh.. go thr..
b4 tt met ah.. my sis ex! yeah EX!
ahakz.. so he wanna join us.. ok go ahead.. ahakz.. i always forgot tt he's my senior of 1 yr.. i always tot he's 17 or 18 wakaka..
niwae we walk in the rain.. yeah man.. raining... so.. walk to esplanade..
make fir w8 for 1 hr plus plus.. wahaha...

then change ciggies... then he wanna join us..!! ok set.. no prob.. but then fir feel out of place so he make his move first! keke..
he said tt he cant walk wif us cos my sis tk nk layan dier..
wahaha.. no comments.. i'm neutral..

so both me n my sis went penny.. she wanna check upcoming gigs.. uh huh.. then teman her to sub c... she check out over thr.. then me msg fad..
ahakz.. fad is at nafa.. so ok lh i tot jux join them.. they r nice ppl..
so we join them..

n frakly i hate wat i wear.. ahakz. i dunno ah.. jux nt comfy.. niwae, me met them then they said tt they wanna continue to dance..
haha.. watch them dance.. nice! i lioke.. fad ask me to join.. nahh!! i dont have tym ah.. sch is lyk ok ok... my studies..? i really need to start revising seh.. so many tings tt i dunno...

n then the job..? taking to much of my tym.. i cant cope ah.. ok ok! i jux cant manage my tym well.. duhh!! the place is so far... it's so far.. raffles.. i cat ah.. lepas sch go thr.. n then go hm at 12 plus plus.. then next dae sch at 9.. then after sch go thr again.. haizz.. c..? gt tym?? no.. i'll b tired at when i reached hm.. i go n slp.. n then next dae to sch.. cant study..

ahakz..? so which is important..? sch or work?
SCH! niwae i cant c myself long in tt company.. i jux dont have faith in the product.. no confidence tt i do do it...

hmm... k lh...

oh ya sun mrng...
noisy! cant slp..
the funeral at the next blk is so freaking noisy!! i need slp....!!!!!!
so i was lyk in bed cursing them n they drag on for lyk 4 hrs!!!
uh huh.. my sis said tt they have 4 'performances' ahakz.. serious... so told my mom i wanna go out.. went meet milin..
then we, my sis, lin nn me went library...
it's raining.. non-stop..
i went to read bks.. jux miss hanging out at the library! ahakz

i amke my own bed thr.. haha.. i jux lie dwn on this squarish 'sofa' then read bk... luckily no one scolded me.. but then afetr lyk 1hr in thr we proceed to afgan... yeah to buy ciggies again.. ahakz..

my sis has already left.. so me n lin took cab thr.. haha.. then kte jln2 kt sana.. survey2 brng.. utk "hush hush" event.. ahakz.. even it's lyk mnths away but i cant w8!!

keke.. then we went eat rojak.. ongkee.. then walk to meet fad!
then under blk adi, we discus more abt it.. then change of plans here n thr..
then i still wanna go tt place!! but milin say he doesnt wanna follow!

then hamad called!! wee..~~! he's out of hospital.. thank god..
he sound real teribble..!! ahakz.. org sakit!

then told him me try contact him when i get hm..
then he called hm! isk!! dont call hm!!!
haha.. dunno y but y dad allow me use the fone.. hah!
smting new...?
yeah...

so we tok for awhile.. n then he said he's gg out! guess whr?
CLUB! can u believe tt.. he jux doing a favour for a fren.. haiz...
kecian kn kwn.. isk isk isk...
i cant say much mah..
jux let him b..
so while i was chatting wif him he was already on his way to meet his fren..

hang up the fone..
then countinue reading the book i had borrowed..
then nyte2...

slping in bed was rather crampy! keke.. 3 gals in bed slping together.. in a queen size bed... try imagine!!

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hey all!

hw have u guys been? gd? niwae ryt nw in sch w8ing for the tym to b 11.45am so tt i can go off... ahakz.. n teman fir go buy ongkee.. so tt i can get sm! duhh!!...


keke.. niwae, i couldn't make it to raffles todae. damn! sorri Boss! ahakz.. i ave sm fam matters to attend to... lyk wat? go grocery shopping!!


hmm.. so... i guess gg hm after tt ahh...


oh ya.. i read Rys's blog n check out his links.. yeah.. i was bored ok so dont mind me.. call me kaypoh all u wan...


ahakz.. then went in Lyn's blog.. ahakz.. she's toking abt me? i dunno..
watever u wanna type abt me n if u did fera tt i wan him back into my life.. tt will nvr happen. i noe tt Rys will nvr come back to me.. as onli u can only make him feel special.. i nvr did! ahakz.. n one more ting.. i always believe tt "Kalau aku dh ludah, aku tk kn jilat balik" ahakz.. tt's jux me..


i did try wanna patch tings up wif u Rys.. cos i tot i really love u too much... well nw i dunno.. n one more ting.. i didnt look for u ryt? i noe i nvr did. after i came hm i wan to start anew... after tt i did try to avoid u.. now if i did c ya online i c ya n chat.. i'm nt being sombong or anyting..


tings ave to change.. i'm actually happi tt u r happy wif her.. i noe i cant bring u happiness.. i noe we always fight.. i noe bcos of me we frequent argue... i guess all of the fights occur bcos of me.. i'm jux so self centered! ahakz.. nw i realised tt.. i was being so unfair to u.. wanting onli u for myself.. ahakz.. but watever it is.. tt IS the past... n it still is...


i dowan to tink abt all tt.. i wan to start anew.. guys? make them friends.. no more relationship for me until i m real sure tt i can cope wif life...


being in a relationship will make me lost my directions in life.. ahakz.. me cant cope wif life ryt nw.. wan a guy? NAHHH!!


so.. so long ppl! i tink i did type enuf.. alryt tc all

oh yah.. i miss u all.. beens days since we hang out.. hw r u all?


later me giv ya a ring ah...

Q U A C K signing off....

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went out todae!
wow! a real bz dae for me!
ahakz.. woke up late! uh huh.. at 11! was suppose to meet him at 1!
damn! late! wahaha
so quickly gt dressed. do household chores.. then my sis wanna follow! aiyoh.. so me w8ed for her!
waliao eh!
so long sia w8 for her..
hmm suprise fad din called.
niwae, if he did called i wont b rushing..
ahakz.. so me n sis walk to mrt..



saw tt cute guy! awww.. he make our dae!

hahhaa

then took the train.. take the first cabin.. no ppl goes first cabin.. y? cos it's far? wahaha
niwae we alight at raffles.. give him a call..
then met him at lau pa sat.. haha 10 to 15 mins..
hmm.. tk caya ah.. abt 30 mins then he arrived..

tok to me abt his job tingy..
then we proceed to his office..
had to go thru 2 presentation.. aiyoh.. sian ah..
listen2.. then me dont feel tt gd ah..

oh yah btw gt tis guy, iqbal.. haha nt bad looking.. has the boyish looks..

wee..~~!! i lioke.. but his face lyk sand paper.. ooops! i dunno hw to describe!

hmm... then after tt smoke wif my fren.. it's raining n we r late!

us sisters suppose to meet mua bro at twn! n we r lyk 45 mins late..
wahaha.. nt our fault mah!!

niwae, met our bro in twn.. n saw joey.. yeah my classmate.. said hie.. bye

then saw my bro..

we walked in twn n my bro really need to get a shoe!

he gt tis converse high cut.. brown in colour.. hmm simple!

this is whr i do my charms

firdaus.. beli kn kte satu kasut.. boleh ah.. murah seh.. alah.. maner tau dpt discout

wahaha.. case close!


wow! i can b a promoter siak!

nw i noe y ppl hate to bring me out shopping! wahaha.. then he bought this cool top.. i lioke!

so geeky n cutey look!

hahahhahaa


then after tt called fad n asked whr he is.. at twn..so planned wanna meet ah..

so after all tt shopping.. my bro proceed to camp.. n me n my sis go to bugis..


met fad wif his frens.. the dance frens.. err kinda forgot their name.. i only rem ct, lan, err.. rebond, and naomi.. haha.. [rebond n naomi r nicks me n sis gave em...]

kecoh-able siak

they r nice ppl.. jokers! i couldnt stop laughing...

proceed hm.. jux in tym for project runway..


it was a real fun dae until i reached hm...

no.. mua mommy din scold...



IT'S JUX HIM!!! I JUX HATE HIM... ARRGGGHH!! I DUNNO Y BUT I REALLY HATE HIM... I TINK WIF HIM ARD THE HOUSE, I CAN HAVE WRINKLES SIA!.....i dunno y but me n my DAD DOES NOT click!! arrggghh!! n ryt nw it's lyk 3 plus am.. n no net ryt nw.. me typing all tis in notepad...
jux yesterdae when i was abt to slp, he said smth tt pissed me off.. tt resulted me nt slping till 4 plus gg to b 5? [ahakz.. saw my mom gg kitchen ah preparing for his bekal at work.. tt's hw i noe the tym] i'm trying to control my anger ok.. but untill when? untill i die of all tis nonsense he give me..???

ok fine! i'm nt going to type anymore abt him.. make me mad! arrgghh!!



hmmm.. swit memories.. swit memories.. haizz.. i miss eylia. wonder hw is she.. n i miss ibu n adik.. haizz.. oh yah.. i lurve my bro! wahahahaa
k lh.. me wanna edit sm pics for fad.. haha.. c hw it turns out lyk lah eh!


errr.. gd mrng ppl!!!!

wahaha....



[ q u a c k q u a c k ]

dad! u jux amke my life miserable... i jux cant slp siak lyk tis..

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heya. m in sch.
slpy! loss of slp.. ahakz.. Q loss of slp!

farni.. the new year joke ryt? haha..



i did type my blog at home only tt havent update it yet
errr.. bye!



haha...

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