the world is not all about sunshine and rainbows

title: surprise!
date: Wednesday, January 30
time:09:37

pee.ass: i luv u

halo!! gt miz me..? hehehe
sori bn away for t0o long...
so i gt a surprise for switie! hehe
nt tellin jux in case he did check out my blog..
hahahaha

so so so..
bn wrking since fri to mon
n i'm wrking tomolo!
mayb till mondae?
hahahahahaha
i noe! tk penat ker?
penat nk mampos
tt u wake up u dun mind slping again n always get tt dream!
ahakz..
n yesterdae the weird dream ever!

heyy.. y do i kip dreaming of u?
hmm.. u always seems so swit in dreams but u r nvr in person..
dreams.. mind games!
niwae, dunno wat else to update..

oh.. i saw ika!
hahaha
BORING!! *yawnz*
wakakakaka

ade ker nk gi sentosa?
siao!
hahaha

but yeah.. had fun kacau-ing her..
n damn i miss u!!
hahaha
den she kena kacau wif fad!
hahaha
fad ckp her boobs r big...
dey r wat!
hahahaha

me miz u lar!

wen daes goes by..
n us nt miting..
the more i yearn to mit u..
the more i crave for u
i dun mind watching u slp..
i dun mind jux being beside u doing nuthing
cos i jux wanna b by ur side
n luk at u
i miz luking at u..
i miz ur smile..
ur touch
ur cheeky grin
ur stoopid 'i'm innocent' face
arrggh!
hearts u love!

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title: sunday!
date: Sunday, January 20
time:23:31

was suppose to wrk but yeah.. my bking was canx..
no event
so so so

hmmm....
let's c..
tired after 2 days of wrk n nt enuf slp!
ask ayun!
fri wrk till 3.30am
nxt dae wrk at 12pm!
tk jadi gle?
hahaha

aku jadi gle..
so tired..
but thanked god lar
we hd fun!
mkn sana
mkn sini
hahahahaha
damn the fray fish is super nice!!!
n the beef!!
haha

n sufian is hot!
hahaha
tis guest
wat do u expect wen u r doing a dinner function for all the top shots..
n u c 1 guy who's lyk wae younger den the othrs!
hahaha
n i saw him i suddenly miss azli
ahakz..
well i kip missing hym
n it's kinda frustrating
ave any1 ever gt tis feeling
lyk missing sm1 so much tt evrytym u tell the person tt u felt tt it's nt hw u wanna say it
u noe lyk i miss hym so much tt smtyms i wished tt i cn put it in a more unique wae of saying it
do u even get wat i'm trying to say?
hahahaha
ok nvm drop the topic...
i miss hym lar!

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title: haizz..
date: Friday, January 18
time:10:31

i'm aving tis temper in me...
n it's lyk frustrating!
i noe..
n i hate it...
i dunno y
but i felt tt i dowan to b disturbed
haizz..
shud i blame stoopid dreams i kept aving evry nite?
i dunno
haizz...
i hate it all lar!
i hate dreams..
weird irritating dreams i ave...
evry tym i slept i wake up n feel so irritated
n it's getting worst evrydae!
i hate it all!!!!
aiyoh~

n nw i felt bad for toking in a bad manner to my bro..
sori~

wat else...
i jux cntrl my temper
haha~

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title: freak out
date: Wednesday, January 16
time:17:29

so fad's dwn wif c.pox n i'm freaking out..
hahaha
imagine 2 wks sitting hm!
omg!
leh jadi gile aku seh!
dh lh few days i get so fed up..
n it's killing me...

smtings r meant to b kept
hush!!

so wat shall i type abt?
hmmm...

ohh!
mon!!
MONDAY!!
my dad wasn't wrking
n guess wat!
my mom told me to hid myself in the rm
so i chose my bro's rm...
gt net mah!
hahaha
so so so
i gt freaking hungry
so i decide to go kitchen to eat
baru jer tau angkat pinggan..
my dad came out frm his rm..
ape lagi?
cabut ar sembunyi!
hahaha
n i ran to the toilet!
n i ave to freaking stay in the toilet until he's gone
n punya suih!
i ave to sit in thr almost for n hr!
cn u imagine tt!!
cnnt do aniting
so i jux sit in toilet
wif no hp wif nuthing!
den i remember gt marker!
haha
i noe! a marker in toilet!
k k!
watever~
so i drew the walls
i scribble here n thr
until i gt bored...
i tink i cn my own taste of being in a lock up!
hahaha
i cnt imagine siak!

so so so...
selera dh hilang
n finally i wen out frm the toilet
hahahaha

oh oh!
my fren gave me sm pics of tis abandon house
in gallop rd
smwhr near holland
any1 interested?
hahaha

creepy ryt!
i was tinking of possible photoshoot!
hahaha
stail lh!

so ani1 up for it?
hahaha

so finally!!
sm videos!!

haha

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title: tired
date: Saturday, January 12
time:22:23

i'm lyk supa shagged
tired..
after yesterdae lepak
wif him n his frens?
uncle n cuz ar!
haha
we jux watch tv..
dey drink
i drank green tea!
hehehe
i dunno wat i do but so tired!

hahahaha
n nw missing him already!
geez...

k lar gtg nw
wanna beep him

darls!
get well sn ok!
hmm..
izhan n fad lar~

ohh btw fad!
2 wks mc for u!
n HELL i'm nt gonna mit u!!
i dowan to get infected lar~~~
shooo bitch!!

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title: after so long
date: Wednesday, January 9
time:12:46

part of the entry!
wanna c the pics scroll for bottom to top
cos it's in tt order!
i lazy to rearrange lar!!!
hey... at least i did update k k k!!

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lastly..
i adore him..
*hugs*

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wen i cnt slp, i edited these...
hahaha

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lastly ifah!
she's no longer afraid or cockroaches!

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ayis!!
luv him to bits~!

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izhan!
mua kitty!
meow~!

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kakak!
hahaha

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ayun!
i dunno wat's his tinking?
sexy?
sexy my arse!
hahaha

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nw... their passport pics!! 1st on the list!
FADLEE!!

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passport pic?
haha
kecohable!

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luv tis pic!
hahaha

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ifah whose hand is tt on ur head ar?

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blahh~!

it's ok u din make it..
i miss u lar!

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the Gorrila!

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me n Ariel!

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gorgeous!

tt's the reason y!
hahaha
c his face!
wakakakaka^^^^^

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my fav moment lar!
i was laughing my arse off!!

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freak out?
haha

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the dolls! haha

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was bored while killing tym...
actually evry1 was camwhoring taking their own pics!
hahaha

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the new yr eve^
evryting was gr8
dey make it to top 4
n i was actually xpecting top 3
but..
CONGRATS DARLS!
u make me proud.. haha
at least ur hard werk being paid off
*hugs*

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spot the not!
he had one side or the eyebrows plucked...

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any1 wanna treat me to dinner!
hahaha
did i tell u guys?
tt i was kicking the leaves n i kick my shoe as well?
hahaha
farni lh..
i kick my shoe into the bushes!! n it's lyk i ave to climb dwn to take it
but
Vincent help me to get my shoe bac!
hahaha
mua hero!
hahahahaha

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sori if pic tt blur..
cos i'm trying to gt a shot while on the job..
pee.ass i cnt use my hp at wrk lar!

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the Christmas eve..
i was working by the poolside
yeah! tis is the pathetic pool!
but the place is damn romantic!

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i dun rem us taking pics together..
haha
actually i was trying to get his shot!
bluek~

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fad feeling emo!
haha^

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haha.. the missy!

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hahaha
i lurve the helmet lar!!

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us again!
cnt blame us being cam whores k!^

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me n kakak! haha

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feeling2 at boutique kakak^

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dem as org giler!
hahaha
catch the show.. mayb u cn c me n my doll in sm of the scene!!
hahahaha

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the chili padi SETANS!
hahaha

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in the producion bus after i change my hair color again!
hahahaha
black head!

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hahaha!
but nice place though!

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us^!
my bro, kak gaz, mina n me!
hahahhaa

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i was supa bored n making tt place my own!
hahahaha

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the cute adorable kitty!^

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the othr dae wen for sheesha^

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i dunno wat his^ pic doing dwn here!!
hahahaha

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