the world is not all about sunshine and rainbows

title: obstacles in life..
date: Wednesday, September 24
time:12:06

1 dae = full of crap= stress = craving for ciggies = lots of tension = scared for a fren = u realised hw much dey actually meant to u even though dey r a piece of shit!
hahaha

so yes! ydae was a gd n bad dae for us all..
but cnt dey make it gd for us?
kn easier..
so we cn still go n partty on the 24th 25th n 26th!
haha

no worries. evryting is gonna b alryt!
jux ave faith in urself..
bend over..
n 15daes later i c u k!

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title:
date: Tuesday, September 23
time:05:41

my hand is swollen!
yes it is!
y?
cos me aving rashes!
tt bad.
dun ask me wat i ate..
erm chicken for buka?
arggh~~~!!

gatal banget

it's so weird
wen u noe tt tings nvr was meant tt wae but u wan it to happen.
i dun understand a shit happening in my life
yes!
i cnt even understand shit~!!

full of weird emotions n yes smtyms i n afraid myself
lyk wat u say
i blow up
yes i scared tt i wud
smtyms i wonder shud we jux..
u noe
me u
jux the both of us
bawa pokok elapa
opps..
wrng senario!
hahaha
i wanna ave a tok wif u
but i dunno whr to start
jux wanna hear ur side of story
wat i c mite nt b wat i get ryt?
mayb i will do tt real sn
catch up wif u

its really nyce to noe tt smtyms ppl do understand u
lyk really noes wat u r currently tinking
wat u wud feel if..
u noe tt sort of nonsence
i'm so glad i'm blessed wif stoopid fake bitches..
hahaha
den replace my guys!
hahaha

i dunno y u hated her so much
i dun understand y u find her such a nuisance
until i experience it
sori but yes.
i felt so suffocating.
i cnt breath
i dun nd another parent
i jux felt so stress out evry tym u called.
i felt lyk my life is in ctrl.
i noe..
help!

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title: been away...
date: Sunday, September 21
time:19:54

... for so long! yes i noe!
life?
full of challenges. yes..
mayb it's nt known to all..
but who cares ryt?
nt onli i m having probs ryt?
so yeah..
wrk buka hm
wrk buka hm
wrk go out hm
wrk rarely hm..
yes! n i tire myself!!
so bad!
so y'dae n todae it's lyk i'm hm.
yes!
hd nt step out frm tamp at all!
y? cos i'm broke!
dead broke..
so yeah! finally~!!
hahahahaha

my room is still a mess!!
lyk a total dump!!
seriously!!!
i moved my stuff
so nw i ave a whole cupboard for my own but guess wat!
i still dun ave enuf space for my stuff!!
yes!! i dun ave enuf space!!!
arrggh!!

cnt w8
cnt w8!!
*grins*

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title: bumping!
date: Sunday, September 7
time:16:48

pleasant surprise!
bump into a few ppl in twn.
n after yrs since i last saw u!
omg!
lyk wow!
haha
n u r still wif her..
alhamdullilah.
i'm so hapi.. for both of u!
*grins*
hopefully more bumping in todae! hehe!!!!

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title:
date: Wednesday, September 3
time:19:16

no mood
seriously.
i jux feel so dwn
hate tis feeling
damnit!

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title: 2nd dae
date: Tuesday, September 2
time:14:26

another 28 more days?
hahahaha
so lets make a bet?
if i cn posa full[minus the days i aving my mens]
i get a gift?
hw?
cn?
who wanna bet me?
who wanna bet i cnnt do it?
hello...
any1?
hahahaha

off day. bored!
but nvm later gg out.
hehe
gt date!
haha
luking forward for dengdeng!
yeah bby!
i wanna survey baju kurung
haha...
another pink tis yr...
hahaha
i realsie evry yr, w/o fail baju kurung mesti ade warna pink..
haha
so cold. lyk lazy wan go out
movie marathon pun gerek eh?
haha

kdg2 ko mepek tk kena tempat!!

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title: break up
date: Monday, September 1
time:20:01

u ask for my advice
i help u out
u wanted to end it
i agreed
u were full of probs
i listened
u wanted ideas to surprise her
i suggested

i was thr to giv u support n all
i even told u tt it's best if u n her go ur own ways
but u tot she aint lyk tt..
yes i noe she aint lyk tt
but u ave to understand
she's young..
n she does wans to b pampered n spoilt!
wif lots of attention..
n luking at ur schedule u noe u cnt commit to tt..
my final advice is leave her
dun take her back.

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title: misses
date:
time:13:36

yeah missing u...
i erm.. i jux sux k
haizz...

so finally i cn sing my song!!
berlalu lh sudah ramadan sebulan berpuasa
tiba syawal kita raya kn
dgn rasa gembira
anak muda di rantauan
.....
hahaha
change song!
dowan sing tt song lh naik jelak geng
hahaha

so still aving a bad throat
n it aint getting any better..
if onli i gt tonsils..
i tink i will b quieter den hahahaa
at wrk nw
damn bored
hahahaha
lalalala
nnt buka nk cari rokok
nk cari rokok
n cari rokok!
wakaka

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