the world is not all about sunshine and rainbows

title: miss u love
date: Tuesday, April 28
time:21:19

hw's wrk?
i will always bitch abt it
so yar!

hahaha

i miss u.
yes all u idiots lar!!!
hehe

it has bn so long.
yes.
so long since i've heard frm u
yes i miss u.
i miss those moments we hd together.
the tym jux onli both of us together.
those moment.
laughters.
being wif u.
onli u.
hd those talks.
those quiet moments.
cuddling each othr
late nytes 2gether.
those understanding.
din noe wat happen between us.
n i din hear frm u
i miss u.
i really do.
lyk really alot alot
haizzz...
i really hope u r ok.
tt watever decision u make does make u hapi
as long as u r hapi im hapi for u.
mayb u r changing?
idk.
at the same tym i wonder if i cud have u bac?
i will b glad to ave u bac in my arms.
i seriously m nt faking it...
......i miss u. =(

so hw's evry1 wif getting a date?

i heard smbody already gt a date!
hahahaha
who?
hahaha
Miss so-the-cerewet-nk-mampos-mintak-kena-terajang!
kenal tk krng?

hahahah
tk kenal bilang aku. kasi aku terajang krng lepas tu ko kenal.. hahaha

so who dun ave a date?
i heard bdae boi wans to make forfeit!
for those w/o any dates...
hahahaha
mati krng.
selamat ko Miss so-the-cerewet-nk-mampos-mintak-kena-terajang!
n seriously the forfeit is god damn disgusting la.. haha

my date?
hahahaha
ade lh.
mayb aku gile lh mcm fad!
ajak semua
shud i ask wan kecik?
hahahaha

*grins* hehehehe

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title: a quick guide... keke
date: Friday, April 17
time:11:56

Ok lets c.
13 more days
yes..
to me gg 23.
no big deal being a grrl i suppose but for guys...
cn go most club!
hahahaha
ryt fad?
so lets c.
wat i wanna do on my bdae. nuthing!
ok. cn?
i jux wan prezzies.
hahaha
so i giv u all list of wat i nd.
ez ryt?
i noe!
haha

ok to begin wif.
i nd a freaking fone.
but knowing all of u fully well krng tk akan beli kn aku hp!
if i were u also i wont get a hp for my frens bdae.
hahaha
3310 cn lh.
cnfrm cn get one.
hahaha
ok so finally.
the list.
wat i wan...
so many tings!
haha
let me break it dwn to wat i nd.
tings tt i nd.
its all abt fashion baby!
so yar. i nd new clothes.
shoes. bags!
accessories?
nahh...
ohh cn get for me bra?
34b k!
hahaha
luk at the cutting lh
alar if u tinnking of getting for me bra hint me to gantung my coli outside.
den u make use as a sample lh
ok? c im helping u guys.
wat else...
if u plan to get me pants or shorts. pls bring ifah along.
but if ifah ckp she wear jux nice den get a bigger size.
ok?
if skirt no prob lor...

hmm...
if top..
erm.
wat do i nd.
smth tt i cn wear to work?
hahaha
so tt means smth very sopan.
size?
i tink u ave to bring...
i cnt tink who gt same body size as me.
hmm lets c...
lala too small...
ifah nahh...
kid netty affyq n fad out of question.
obviously.
izhan? i dun ave broad shoulders.
i noe!
ayun. u help ar! wear the top.
thanks.
haha
chest area kai tissue sikit.
lala cn help tt part.
she expert.
shoes.
bring fad! but if fad say jux nice. dowan.
if he say nd a size bigger den tt's it!
ohh cn get me wedge?
hahaha
my wedge dh RIP.
hahaha
socks?
i cn buy em.
thank u.
if undies. i wan cute2 ones.
i prefer black. or red.
hahaha

bags?
i nd smth sling.
so naik moto i cn bring along.
hahaha
nt too big.
n prefered nt heavy ar
oh oh
wat do i nd?
if u dowan to get me any of those above,
get me metobolism increaser?
hahaha
im so FAT!!!
or supply me wif make-up!
haha
dowan daiso ar!
hahahaha

tt's for nw.

haha. evry1 go lunch break.
i wan go do my work.
very bz at work todae.
hahahaha

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title: joget joget. peluh peluh. pengsan!
date: Friday, April 10
time:23:29

hw's dblo?
gd. sucky. ok. hot. suffocating.

evryting was ok.
hot?
always!
hahahaha

until one point of tym tt wen i wanna go out.
the place was god damn packed.
yes. totally!
n we cudnt get out.
den lala fell. hahaha
thank the couch lala.
i hate being short.
y?
cos ppl cnt c u.
lost in crowds.
no air!
yes especially in crowded areas.
tt explains y'dae.

thanks lala, affyq, azieera for being thr.
i nearly passed out.
n those strangers who give way.
haha
thank u.

no pics to upload.

my hp wen blank on me.
fark!

n thanks to ifah for making the special 'guest' appearance
haha
bitch i miss u lh fark.
n u noe u miss us ryt!
haha
dun try to bull ar...

lala, wen u wan bully me?
lamer nye..
hehehe
n u dun die on me k!
u scare the shit out of me sia!
u stoopid bitch!
hehe

n im so tired.
tt explains y i was quiet.
my body aching all over.
n still m aching nw
hahaha

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title: the sight of u makes me weak... lalalala
date: Wednesday, April 8
time:21:27

hmm lets c...
let me bitch abt wrk!

i hate the china man!
haha
lyk totally...
y?
cos he's so dumb to understand eng..
communication break dwn.
always.
hw to get my job done.
especially wenever i do outlet details.
hahahahaha
the worst was y'dae.

y?
cos i ave to be forced to ot.

y?
cos i screw up.
again!

y i screw up?
cos i dun understand the instructions?

y cnt i understand the instructions?
cos i cnt understand wat he's saying.

y i didnt ask?
i did but its nt clear. i ask him again.
he gimme tis look n explain the same china speaking which i ave no clue.

try talking to him.
hahahaha

mayb i shud give u all his office num n u guys giv him a call k.
ask him some simple questions.

lets say...
pronounce n...
he will say earn.

how abt order?
he will say outlet.

n in tis work i ave to do outlet n order n i always gt mixed up.
wen i ask him outlet he say order.
den i giv him my huh face..
n ask order he still repeat order.
leave me clueless...
i will sit dwn thr trying to figure out which is which.
haha
bad?
i noe.

try to b in my shoes.
ur 1st day at work n he teach u.

yes a china man teach me
.
taught me hw to do the stuff dwn thr..
for at most 2 hrs
n leave me all alone at my desk trying to solve the puzzle.
wat he jux said..
wat he jux did on my own. uh huh!
hw do u feel? lost?

he said u dunno ask.
yes i asked..
n u will b left thr wondering..
my 1st wk i hd lots of screw ups.
cos i was trying to figure out his language..

nw?
im getting better.

n i still suxs at emailing.
i noe u guys will say.. sak emailing senang...
no no nt norm emailing jux rply to cust. or to ur othr colleagues smwhr out thr
but to edit the excel files...
to do order...
for the outlets..
smtyms buffer...
or returning of stocks..
well the invoice vary all the tym..
wif tt much email he wud simply say
'pint out lee outlet invoice [mayb it's order]'

go figure!
haha

oh oh ydae!
i nearly lost my patience.
y? cos im wrking in a chinese environment. n evry1 speaks chinese!
n dey bitch abt u all the tym.
yes dey tok abt me in chinese.
dey ever ask..
u noe chinese.
i simply ans.. no!
hahaha
hey i also wanna hear wat dey ave to say abt me too ryt?
atleast im listening to dem live..
n not in private u noe
hahaha
bitchy aunties n uncles.
n no offence to china ppl out thr but tis china man...i really2 hate him.
he's jux too dumb.
n he stinks.
yes early in the mrng he stink.
i wonder isit bcos of his unshaved armpits or ermm u noe whr...
*dwn thr?*
haha their ppl dun lyk to shave wat!

so yeah.
thanks for reading tis much hor!
hahahahahahaha

but its ok.
im still loving my job.
oh ayun dun complain tt u r getting paid 5 hrs per hr..
cos i m in the same boat!
hahahaha
but the gd ting is tt in getting paid n teeny weeny bit more for ot
*chuckle*
haha

ok enuf of heart pain tok lh
hw abt sm fun talk...
haha
let's c...
hmm.. u guys luve man wif chest?
i saw tis profile..
well he wanted to add me up..
but i tink i giv it a pass..
i give it to u all desperate souls out thr k..
hahahaha
check him out!

>>>hot sexy hunk!<<<

kekeke
hw has nyce bicep..
cute face...
a studious person..
stable future..
cnfrm!
some more cnfrm setia one...
hahahahahaha

oh oh
the othr dae i ot at 3rd floor
[btw 3rd floor is my sis's floor im working at 1st floor..
diff department....]
den i saw my frens...
hahaha
well she's dealing wif NLB
so yar.
i saw some of u on the bks cover...

here goes..

hahaha

try to figure out who tis look lyk..
a clue..
the person ave really big eyes!!
hahaha

no idea?

nxt clue.

the persons' fav current hobby is.............

TO ROT!

haha
ok fine. ez ryt?

nxt.........

nuthing farni lh tis one..
well it's nt suppose to b funni niwae.
tis one i jux find tt tis pic resemblance him/her...

clue?

pelacur?
no no.. pepek.
ok. u get ur ans.

ok.
nxt.

try guessing.
ok no clue.

try to figure out lh.
erm.. the person is big!
n has a really loud voice...
hahahaha
small sleepy eyes.
n man tits!
kekekeke

hahaha

same kn!!
hahahaha

my fav pic of all tym!
hehe

nt clear enuf?

clearer?

well tt's the best i cn take k!!

any clue?
hahaha
w8 ar!

try guessing lh!!!!

ok fine!!

tadaaa~!!!!!!!

thr!
mcm same kn!
hehe

love u!
hehehe

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title: i plan to slp todae...
date: Saturday, April 4
time:19:01

i jux..
im hapi. sad. upset. worried. mix feelings.
hw i wish tt evryting is gg fine for evry1.
well im adapting.

even hw much i screw tings up..
its part of wrk life ryt?
im jux glad tt i'm finally wrking.
i dun even noe hw much im getting paid
haha

i miss u.
i miss my frens.
i miss the dates.
i miss jantans.
i miss late nytes.
i miss slping late.
i miss lepaking till late.
i miss many2 tings.
i miss..
hehe

let those misses b misses.
once in a while i will do tt.
i miss clubbing also.
hehe
drinking.
guys.
hahaha

nvm
tt one thurs k
joget joget. gesek gesek.
hahahaha
jadi pelacur k krng

i miss u. haizz

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title: so.. hw's work?
date:
time:17:26

work?
hmm.. working hrs ok.
8 to 6.
mon to fri.
ohh
if i wan ot also cn.
heh!

so...............
i screw my 1st day. lyk so bad. dun blame me.
u taught me evryting in lyk 1.5 hrs to 2 hrs. den u leave me on my own. den u say 'if u dunno hw to do. ask me' wen i ask u giv me tis stoopid r-u-so-dumb face... wat! i no nuts abt tis system. i noe nuts abt logistic. i noe nuts abt packing. wave. release. delivery order. despatch list. hw many pieces to print. hw to do overseas order. wat to fill in. the desp. num. the invoice num.
hahaha
trying screwing all tt in ur brain.. in jux 2 hrs..

stoopid china man!

so yar.
im lurving tis job.
haha
y?
cos i ave too. well i lyk the work thr.
if onli the ppl thr r nicer.
heh!

ohh... they gossip abt me.
yes!
in chinese.
in front of me.. i tink ar drng kn practise...
kalau tk suka bobal depan depan.. jgn bobal blakng org tu.
so dey literally BITCH abt me in front of me
but in chinese
hw cool is tt!
thank u.

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