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30th April 1986
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title: missing
date: Thursday, July 31
time:00:21

it seems tt thr is smting missin seriously.. it felt..
so empty?

mayb i miss u
tt's y
but i tot i din fall for u
n i actually did
ahakz.. life!
always full of suprises wen u tot evryting is going on so well..

Ewan always tot tt i takes tings so lightly
he always tot tt i'm the hapi go lucky type...
duhh i m
i dun show ppl my probs..
y shud i? ryt..?
evry1 has prob even if u say u dunt..
i dunt believe u wakakaka

haizz...
life is so unpredictable...

i gt no full tym perm job~
i nd to get one asap~
lyk duhh!!

dh lh
nk go n do my usual den off to bed!
i tink i ate too much todae
haizz....

i'm gaining wgt again~!!! arrgghh~


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title: wee..~!! holidays~!!
date: Wednesday, July 30
time:16:23
yeah... no wrk till aug.. yes i noe!
wow long break huh~


so wat ave i bn doing lately...
hmm...
monday, wen out wif affyq.
teman him go find his white top
den we go jln2
den go for a job interview...
ahakz.. i jux try it out..
yes for the fun of it
ahakz..
den i wen off to izhan's place..
hehehehe
gt facial n mask
ahakz..
den den
we gt bored so we wen back to tamp...
met fad
gav him the socks..
den off we go hm..
den i put my stuff packed my bag n catch the last bus

u noe both of us cn nvr work out..
we r both different
but smhw we cud click in certain ways real well..
ahakz
thanks for being my listening ear
i'm so glad tt u r open to talk abt it...
smtyms being lyk tis is much better den in a relationship...
i realised tt i love u
but my love for u is nuthing more den a special fren..
(=


i tink i ate too much lar
so to avoid food i ave bn chewing on the gum..
i so nd to get out frm hm lar
lyk real sn..
any1 wans to follow?
ahakz....


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title: grins
date: Sunday, July 27
time:14:25
i hate wdlnds cc
tmpt suey aku!
wakakaka

ok darls the pics r updated....


so so so
the performance is a blast!
duhh~~


i so njoyed it..
hahahaha
lyk wow!

meletup nyah~!!


haha

dey say i gt no butt...
nw me stress!!
i gt no butt~
the onli ting on myself tt i like..
i gt no butt!!!
my butt no longer thr..
get the pic..?
I AVE NO BUTT!!

but i luv butts!!
cute... *sad...*
izhan cn i get abit of ur butt?
fad already ave a cute butt.. aku amik abiz tkde bontot..
ifah..? erm her pantat dowan ar...
ayun lagi abiz.. terus pangkar~
hahahahahaha


omg.. i get so guilty for eating abit too much..
it's ok
i miss chicken!
seriously...
haizz...

it's ok..
for once.. i wanna aim to lose wgt. by raya i wanna lose tis tummy lh..
boncit...
too boncit liao~!!
hahaha


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title: ...
date: Monday, July 21
time:23:48



u make me miss u one min
find u a nuisance another min
making me get so fed up wif u
getting on my nerves anothe sec
...





but i miss u more!
hahahaha



ppl in luv.
so complicated!








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title: need or want....
date:
time:16:31

i luv to play tis game of nd or wan.....
especially wen i go shopping...

if gt lots of cash all i nd!

hahahaha
so i actually start using tt on my life....

lyk example..
do i nd or wan a job?

obviously i
nd it..
to
survive duhh....~

den i start tinking of wat ever stuff tt i ave in mind....

do i nd or wan to smoke?

i dun nd too...
but yes i always gt the urge to smoke

yes yes.. bad bad Q!


do i nd or wan to eat?

i noe i nd to eat to survive...

but i dowanna eat lyk hw i used to..
hmm....
eat in moderation?

do i nd or wan to b happi?

i wanna b hapi..

cos tt's me..
b care-free..
no probs...

taking tings on the positive side..
erm...
i wanna b hapi!

do i nd or wan to lose wgt?

i do luv to b thin!

i wanna lose wgt
but nw....
i felt lyk it's a core...

yes
i feel tt i nd to wif all the pressure...
n the tot of me breaking promises
erm... haizz.....

do i nd or wan to love u?

ermm.... skip!


do i nd or wan to b myself?

i luv being me...
i dun nd to b me i wanna b me!
i m who i m u accept me for me...
u dun chane me for whom u wanna me to b

do i nd or wan to change my dressing?

yes i do admit tt smtyms my clothes r outrageously too
'sopan!'
nyahahaha
mayb i do nd to stock up on longer skirts n pants...
but u will still c me in shorts! nyahahahahaha

do i nd or wan to b wif u....
tis question i leave it unanswered
ryt nw...
my mind is so confused...
onli tym cn tell...



i jux felt lyk smth is jux nt ryt



it felt so diff.
yes we do drifted apart.
nt i wanted to
BUT
i cnt trust u.
y shud i b frens wif sm1 whom i cnt trust?
y shud i actually b wasting tym here?
yes u nd to built the trust bac..
n watever
n one ting abt me tt u mite nt noe is tt
i ave a problem trying to trusting sm1 again..
yes i cn work on tt
but tt mite take wks.. mnths yrs..
well so far if i lose the trust on tt sm1 i wud jux let it go
the easiest? dun be frens wif tt person...
hahaha
cos u nvr noe if tt person cn seriously b trusted.
true?
moreover u spill the beans rgrd my secret
so yeah..
nope u get it..
n u mux understand another ting...
we r plastics.
u live in tis worls..
and aving a group of frens who r plastics.
so watever....


no names mention hor...
cheers~!


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title: erm...
date: Sunday, July 20
time:17:26
tired.. house in a mess..
yes it is..
n i'm shagged
mayb One's cuming dwn tonite

i hate opening the living rm's door..
nw i tink the whoole house infested wif mosquito
yes..

i already gt 4 bite jux nw in the kitchen..
hmph!

miting *ehem*
haha
mayb i bring him dwn.. hehehe k k k


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title: pms-ing?
date: Thursday, July 17
time:12:23
so yes.. i tink my pms is cuming..
lyk seriously..
ahakz.. so let's c...
i nearly blew my top last nyte wif hym..
nt him pisses me off but his fone really irritates me!
ahakz..
yes.. n i ave a hard tym trying to listen to him...
blardy fone...
isk!


erm...


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title: love is in the air...
date: Monday, July 14
time:13:00
love is in the air n im loving it~





























onli god noes hw long we wud last..
cos im too tired for heartbreak..
im too tired for hatred.


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title: bitching tym...!!
date: Saturday, July 12
time:12:21
guess wat!
my bro bought psp
yes!
he used to ave the zen mp3
den ipod touch
nw psp...
n i gt to noe tt psp wif tt grrl!!!
arrggh!!
wtf sia.. n he says he get for me mp3 instead.. wtf!
hmph~

arrggh!
dh lh.. majok ar!


ohh guess wat..
i tink i noe whr i gt my melatar frm..
serious!
my MOM!
hahahahaha
y'dae in her rm.. ade benda jatuh... she melatar
n panjang lak tu...
hahahaha
den i rem me...
haha


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title: i cnt help being gay!
date: Friday, July 11
time:19:29




finally...
an entry!
gt miss me?
nyahahaha

ok so b4 i start of checking my mails n check out guys online i tink i really shud update!
it hd bn a really looooonng tym since me update.
so todae it will b a hopefully
loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong entry!
hahahaha we'll c abt it.
so afiq u will ave tym to read on sm stuff k!


hahaha so hw's life?
erm interesting..
so yes i ave bn making new frens...
lyk weirdos.
lyk total retards.
lyk sm hotties.
but dumb!


hahaha a few guys but diff personalities
it hd bn awhile since me lyk cnt click wif sm1
n i hate ppl who tink too highly of emselves!
errggh! totally turnoff!
hahaha

so let's tok abt YAN!
hahahaha
the yan prince tt fad dreamt of 4 days str8
yar~ bekas fad!
hahaha he is stoopid!
enuf said.. cnt click ar...
lyk seriously.. lame ass
hahaha 98!! so let's c..

ohh another one.. wat's his name?
ohhh RAIHAN!! haha enuf said....



fad's new b..? haha
is he one of ur new b also fad?
hahaha myzan a total matrip..
he's short! well hgt was a prob for me lh...
but.. hmm... he's nice.. hahahahahaha
n he freak the shit out of fad! hehe so yeah!



wen for a job interview..
was kinda luking forward to it..
but after the 2nd half of the second interview,
i jux lose interest.. lyk seriously...
haha so mayb hopefully i dun get the job
i dunno y i ave a strng feeling im so getting the job~!!
hahahaha dammit!








pee.ass:
shud i care wat ppl tink?
shud i care wat ppl say?
shud i care abt other?
shud i care abt me?
wat shud i do?



^^^ a-la Izhan'a blog! hahaha


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title: freak..
date: Sunday, July 6
time:19:06
since wen did i start freaking out so bad?
i dunno
but yes
i freak out yesterdae!
lyk totally freak out!
seriously!
i'm nt kidding!!
i swear...


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title: malcom?
date: Saturday, July 5
time:14:44
haha
last nyte was gr8
mayb a few hiccups b4 the nyte
so yeah evryting did turn out well...

n b4 i forget pictures ave bn uploaded!
jux click on tt link hor!
evryting was damn gr8 last nyte!
oh malcom~
lu cina konek besar entah sunat ke tk!!
wakakakaka
ok.. if tk sunat den he's gonna freak me lar~
hahahahaha

so life has bn no gd..
ah ah!
i dunno y i blew up easily nw
it's lyk i cnt cntrl my temper
wth~
ohh... i gt lovely eyes nw~
hahahaha
nt the lashes~
but my tembil no more!
tk waste aku nye sen!
hahahaha

grab the pics bitches!
hahahahaha
st james tis sun?
hahaha


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