the world is not all about sunshine and rainbows

title:
date: Monday, June 29
time:00:41

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PNKOB8Do7zE

title: im jux getting old
date: Sunday, June 28
time:22:32

i love club
i love to dance my arse off...
heh!
but i tink im getting old for all tt

im ageing n im admitting.
heh!
so yar~

many issues in my head. n idk whr to start.

i love it. the job.
but part of me wanna jux kill tt bitch.
i wonder he she manage to survive in tis world?
does she even have friends?
hw did she get by until tis age?
y doesnt she jux stop. observe n listen.
sometimes i can get so pissed wif her.. wen i tink abt it, tt feeling change. Somehow i pitied her. i wonder wat m i suppose to do after tt. shud i start looking for another job? errm.. n i working here for long? well Sam onli mention tt im covering for Evon. hmm

next topic.
i hate getting in tis mess. i jux cnt b bothered most of the times. seriously. its hard to trust ppl at tyms. heh! so yar
to u.
i do miss u. i do. but im jux so sori.
tt relationship tt we once had. we make it tt wae.
dun change it.
i jux fear to fall in love wif u. well i knew all along tt u did fell in love wif me. im sori. but i tot we both understood it all. tt's the wae how it shud go.
ryt?
so much i wanna get bac to u/ i jux cudnt. im scared. i manage to convince myself tt u n me a BIG major NO-NO! so... tt's y the silence was thr. sori. really i m.

damn nw i sound lyk a total bitch.....

frens come n go.
true frens stay.
so who r ur true frens?

oh oh
a quick update on affyq!
hapi belated bdae. hah!
smlm aku call den i ave to hang up
wen i call bac dh tk layan eh!
sembarang ar~!!
haha

so niwae. i jux love tt advance bdae cum slumber party tt we hd for u.
come on thank me!
for all tt stoopid snapshots ard tamp n pris. heh! seriously, i was having fun!
azieera.. mane video ar?
yg dier joget depan d'marque in front of evry1
haha
it was a splendid nyte.
haha

hapi bdae niwae!

can pics start doing toking nw?
haha
ok ok a last summary...

ydae, accompanied fad to Da Showcase meeting. well me n ayis were bz camwhoring. hehe!

ok i lazy to upload
haha

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title: i lioke................................................................................................................................
date: Sunday, June 7
time:17:21

i luv random outings.
cn i say im broke?
heh!

pics update in fb.

the whole wk has bn gr8.
random clubbing trip on a wkdae.
i didnt slp tt nyte at all...
heh!

i was awake for lyk 36 hrs.
but i was dead shagged.
i luk superb fugly.
haha

random shoping trip. heh!
new top for club.
new bag. dun jealous k ct! haha
sm cushion heels pad for my wedge.
heh!
shud i pair a skirt or pants huh?
hmm... im gg for skirt lh
hehe
cn? white skirt.
tt new pelach top
n wedge?
bole?

now i ave too many black.
yess...
i nd colours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dowan to have a boring closet.
shopping again? hehe

ok now let the pics do the talking.
k k