seriously, I this blog is usually updated about guys. lmfao..

let's talk about them! yeah...

let's begin...

Mat Rock. I really think the issues ain't about me. it's about him... seriously. I drop hints like I liked him. no respond. I told him i'm dating other guys. no respond. well he kpo la wanna know details. not because he's interested but because he's just plain kpo. duhh... then everytime whenever we met n when he send me back, he will gimme a hug without fail... the hug is no longer as warm as last time. became like a norm friend hug. u get what I mean right?

that's Mat Rock for u guys....

then I have been on several boring, useless dates...
none of them are really into dating dating.. but most seems like wanna have fun. okay. my type of fun is different. I wanna have fun like lots of laughters, silly craps, random stuff. them? sex, sex, sex! annoying? very much...
I guessed guys will always be guys. I never blame them. it's okay if they wanna have fun. seriously. up to them but as long as you r single. not married guys... isk! wtf r u thinking?
u wanna have fun go ahead. with your wife tt is. not some other girls... isk! then y get married in the first place? right?

true enough that guys can never be satisfied with one. so they cheat. if their wife cheat then the husband will get mad then curse and swear and throw a bitch fit.
when the husband cheat, he expect the wife to give him another chance.
so it's fair for guys? since when!!!
well life is never fair to begin with... true enough? ;)

enough about cheating partners.

so, there's this bad boy that currently i'm in contact with.

we are fated! lol.. cos his nick is Papi. *griiiinnnsssss*

shall not mention him too much cos we have yet to go on a date. hmmm...

speaking of date. I don't think I ever been on an official date with Mat Rock! lol

that's for now.


pee.ass: no luck in job hunting..

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years have past.
whatever u have done wrong in ur past doesn't means that u r changed person now; even if u did changed.
what u r in the past will remain in the future.
people won't change.
their attitude will remain the same.
people who tried to change don't bother cos others won't see that u tried.
oh wait. u didn't try hard enough.

whatever it is, the message i'm trying to convey here is...
others still think that you are the worthless person back then and now.
get the picture??

I feel sad for you though.


Now back to job hunting. nothing much. been to interviews. got a job but was forced to decline that job. wow! best gitu kan... pfft.
im turning 25 next month. not sure if I have mood for celebration.

frankly, I hate my birthday. cos my birthday never fails to upset me.. every birthday. :)

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if only life is that easy,
everything is all clearly lined up for u.
u can see that what will happens if u choose a or b
u can see ur fate
u understand what i'm trying to say right?

anyways, job hunting sucks big time. they never get back to you at all!
never..
I envy those who got job interviews easily n change job with no difficulty at all. how the hell they do that??
annoying much

ohhh btw, my parents will have the last say whether should I take up the job offer or not.
hmmm

yes. it's tt troublesome.

this week will b a freaking long weekend.
friday will b yantao's birthday
saturday will b wak's engagement
sunday will b family gathering at nenek's place
so, it is only right for u to starve till friday!
trust me...
hahahahaha

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