the world is not all about sunshine and rainbows

title: feelings
date: Thursday, January 25
time:13:40

mixed feelings..
i'm jux plain confused..
i luv to bottle up my feelings..
n if i dont lyk i wud bottle it up..
den if i cud i try to accept it but still hating it..
i will change to the environment..
i cud b a total stranger..
i cud b ur best buddy..
i dunnoe myself..

jux trying to type tings out but din really noe hw to xpress it..
i dun understand...
i dun understand hym..

m i tryin too hard for it to wrk..
if it's nt meant to b y hang on?
y nt let go?
mayb i'm lyk the best grrl u ever hd..
i dunno..
yes i agreed tt i wud go all out for the relationship..
but u?

u kip me hanging..
lyk dey say..
i'm the kite..
i'm jux flying in the sky..
totally unaware wat to xpect nxt..
seems lyk if u nd me den u wud pull me..
if nt i wud b flying up thr.. w8ing for u...
i kip on w8ing n w8ing...

the onli tym i njoy most wif u is wen i'm wif u..
yes..
i dowan to fite cos i noe we wont b miting each other tt often..
haizz..

i'm jux so sick of evryting..

i love u.. yes!
i miss u.. yes!
i nd u.. i'm unsure..

if u truly luv me..
n u wish me to b hapi..

pls make my wish cum true..
let tt string go..
jux let the kite fly away...
cos i'm sure tt wud have make me happi n i will luv u for tt...

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