i fell....
i pick myself up..
i walked away.
simple?
i bumped into you again!


it was a fast one.
i fell for you almost immediately.
pfft~
but you r such a drama mama
i got annoyed at myself
one thing for sure.
i can never trust you.
i just don't know why.

i think after so long i have been single it's nice to fell again but the paranoid feeling is just so great
from paranoid to fear. it changed to desperate. . but some how i managed to dick slap myself to wake up.
i don't wanna feel so desperate. i never am. i will never be.
why should i be desperate right?

however i think i really forgot how to fall in love.
counting............in 47 more mins, i have been single for 2years 6months.
that is a freaking long time.
yes! i have never been single for so long. i have been on dates but none worked out.
i guess i just forgotten how to fall in love.
=) but me ain't complaining. why should i rush for love right?





pee.ass:
it's okay to feel stoopid. you never know what was bound to happen.
it's okay to try. you never know what is the outcome.
it's okay to fell. cos i know you are strong to stand up again. =)
bottom line: you never know what is in store for you unless u try to give it a shot. life is full of trail and errors right? *hugs*

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