Happy New Year!
lol well late for a few day... no no weeks

glad that it's a new year. new beginning, new everything

I have set some resolutions but kept to myself. :) n we will see if I hit on them.. some of them by end of the year?

I have started a new job. back with singpost. yes! literally for the third time... lol
anyway work is okay not so bad. catching up. more to learn! seriously... I didn't make any frens at work. yup! not a sgl fren. but I only know there's only one mly girl who smoke but I think she's social. haha

enough about work. I realised I have been really short tempered lately. n that's bad bad bad.
yes. I can lose my cool damn easy nowadays. i'm still controlling... hopefully I won't snap. gosh!
maybe due to bottling up much issues to myself? I think... I mean it's best tt way. I so need a diary!!

relationship still single. no longer hoping for anything. nothing at all.
cos I will get paranoid.
I will think too much.
I will freak myself.
I will just go crazy...
n harm the other party.
so, I have decided.
I will stop everything.
not hoping in any ways.
and fade out of those guys life.
will take one step at a time.

step one, save their Name in the 'X' list.
step 2, ignore their messages.
step 3, dont answer their call....
it will take time but yeah, I know I can do this. for the safety of my heart n others. :)

however, I cnt wait for next week. hopefully the date will still be on with an old pap pap. lol just to catch up on things n stuff :)

ohhh 21st Kay's released. I can't wait!!! lol

that's all for now. pleasant dreams loves








pee.ass: they said if u love the person let them go. if they come back u r meant to be. I think tt's bullshit! lol

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